Christian's little footprints at the beach yesterday.
It has been a roller coaster of a week. And for at least a short while, I am going to be taking a break from blogging. There are things happening in our life right now that are filling up every corner of my head, and I think it's going to take some time for me to be able to open that space and write freely again.
Of couse, life goes on. And my days are busy with Christian, but when I lay down at night, and the room is dark and quiet, I can't turn off my brain. I talk to God, I think about life, our blessings, our hurts, what would have been, why things workout the way they do. We have a picture (wall-hanging?) in our bedroom that says, "Write your hurts in the sand... Carve your blessings in stone." And that is exactly what I am (mentally) trying to do. I know that we are blessed BEYOND belief. But that does not mean life is easy all of the time. I have faith, and I have hope that we will get through this, one day at a time. And trust in the future that God has for us. "As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts." Isaiah 55:9
Yesterday, Christian went to a casting call for a Japanese clothing catalog for the brand Familiar. It was an interesting experience. A little bit of waiting, and then a few pictures of Christian. If he is chosen, we will hear something tonight. And if not, no big deal! It was a neat experience!
We're going to go to a picnic tomorrow with a few friends. They are moving from Hawaii back to Japan in just a few short days, so I am happy that we'll get to spend some time with them. And another thought, I am so sad by the amount of friends leaving Hawaii. Sigh.
I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend. And east coast friends, make sure you head to the grocery store and stock up on milk, bread, and wine! Be safe!










